Ok so we are allowed to dress up this year again for Halloween at work. We aren't allowed to be anything naughty or obscene. I've decided that a gypsy would make a good costume for me. I've got an ankle length skirt, black, and I've got a couple of different tops I can wear with it. I'll curl the hell out of my hair and wear a scarf in it. I've got 'danglie' earrings. The only thing I really lack are bracelets, but I might be able to borrow some from my daughter and her friends. I'm sure they won't mind.
I'll definitely post pics when all this happens. I haven't decided if I am going to wear my heels ( the non-open-toed ones that bother my feet but slip off easily ) or if I'm going to wear my boots. I suppose it depends on the weather. If it rains then I'll definitely wear my boots, I can't stand wet feet. Or wet hose.
Today was absolutely one of the worst days I have had. I'm sick of the whining and I'm tired of being considered an enemy because I talk to the one girl at work all the time now. At least she is open and honest about who she is and what she wants and trying to get there. She doesn't whine and cry and stomp her feet when she doesn't get something she wants. She takes a new route, starts a new campaign and tries again. She inspires me. She makes me realize that I am also worth taking the time to improve myself and force those who pay me to look out because when I leave... I honestly think that a lot of things are going to get messed up.
I get told I'm snippy or that I'm mean when I state something honestly anymore. I don't care though. This is by people who can't accept the truth of reality. I can say that the sky is blue and they would have to disagree. Lately the one girl decides that she 'needs to stay away' from me because I am being snippy. Well sweetheart, get used to it, because it's not going away. I refuse to lie down and be walked on anymore. So I will be snippy. I'm not biting anyone's head off. I'm not yelling and screaming or physically hurting anyone. I'm being snide, sarcastic. But in my opinion I'm not! I simply say something that would make most people I talk to laugh! Ohwell. Their loss, right? I don't know. What I do know is that if I don't let some of the irritation out once in awhile I start to seriously hurt. Neck, shoulders and now in the chest area. Everything tightens up, everything starts to hurt. I can't move properly, I can't breathe. It is overwhelming.
But tonight I am feeling much better. The Kid is at a friend's house. I had a nice hot shower, a decent dinner, and I'm watching tv without distraction. I'm off. Laters.
