You know I like to keep myself in control. I enjoy keeping myself on, what I lovingly call, 'a short leash'. I can't stand it when people don't keep themselves under control. I feel that I have to step in and make them control themselves. The problem with this is that I am not a nice person when it comes to someone being completely out of control.
The last place I worked, if I didn't have myself on a short leash I would have been telling the one girl to sit down and do her fucking job. Yes, I would have. I bet after doing it once, with the powerful voice I never use, she'd have cried.
The place I work at now employs a true psychopath. When off her medication, she doesn't look at you or speak to you unless you have a penis between your legs. She beats up on defenseless office machines because it did something she didn't want it to do. Supposedly it did something she didn't want it to do anyway, who knows.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with this stupid bitch, but she aggravates me to the point that I have to keep myself away from her. I want to hurt her. I want to take a hammer and bash her skull in. I want to just rid the earth of her so that no one ever has to deal with her again.
I am an extremely patient person, but she hasn't even done anything to me personally and I just can't fucking stand her. She's rude and she doesn't care. The boss doesn't do anything about it and people have complained. According to the rumors she sleeps with anyone at work that will have her. It cracks me up. Either they are sleeping around to get ahead or they are sleeping around and hate all the women because they are 'too pretty' or 'too smart' or 'perhaps thier eyes are too blue'. I don't know. I just needed to get this out.
If you find yourself in a workplace with a woman like this, try to do what I do. Consider her a character in a comedic tv show and hold your laughter in deeply. Shed the anger any non-physical way you can. I can't stand this woman. If she were hit by a fucking train, taxi, plane, drunk driver, or anything else you want to add in there, she would not be missed by me. I would not mourn her either. I know others who feel the same.
People out there who realize you are like this bitch, perhaps seek true therapy and not just drugs. Obviously for this woman the medication doesn't work. She goes off at every little thing and gives dirty looks to any female who might pass for 'pretty'. If you see yourself doing this, thinking like this, beating up on the office equipment, take a fucking step back and do a self check.
Fin, Finis, Finito.
