Well, Happy New Year.
Most people aren't doing resolutions this year. I understand why. Why bother making a promise to yourself that you are simply going to break in a few days or weeks? Well I sort of have something in mind. I am not sure how well it'll work but who knows. I am going to work on cleaning up after myself and not so much with others. I can't keep cleaning everything all the time, even using flylady it is slowly driving me insane. So I am going to attempt to do things for myself by not doing things for others, slowly my sanity, if I ever had it, may return. Today I attempted the dishes that had been sitting for two days and I couldn't finish them. I asked Honey to finish them after dinner. He's watching Bleach right now so I don't know if he'll do it, I find the show quite engrossing. I love anime and I love Bleach and a few others.
Well, I am going to go for now. I am not doing anything exciting for New Years and staying up to midnight isn't going to be difficult because I laid down with a migraine early this afternoon. Yesterday an upset stomach, today a migraine, which I got in the middle of doing dishes, which is why I didn't finish them.
I believe it when flylady says that clutter can make you unhealthy. It causes you stress and the stress wreaks havoc on your body causing headaches, stomach aches, and pain throughout the body. My shoulders and knees hurt all the time. Yesterday I almost got sick eating a slice of buttered toast and then today when I went to make ramen noodles I almost got sick just stirring them. I don't know what it is other than the need to clean that is causing it. Then the migraine hit me, probably because I didn't eat the noodles, while I was doing dishes. Ohwell. I'll figure some sort of balance. I have to, especially if I am going back to work. I am not superwoman and I can't do it all.
