I go to sleep at night wishing I could feel your arms slide around me to hold me tight. The heat of your body seeping into mine. Slight shifts of movement as you figure out a way to get us even closer to each other. In the morning when I wake up, I swear in the half-sleep state, that you are there, that I can feel your arms and your warmth.

Well... Face it. You're mine.

Yeah well.. it's his birthday and I wanted to give him something good. Thousands of miles limit what I can do. So.. yeah. Stripped. Mmhmmm.. I think he might like it.

Happy Birthday, Mine. Yes, Mine, but you already knew that.

So it's no longer a fantasy. My friend is officially arriving on January 6th, 2007. This means Mark your calendars boys and gals, friends and foes. I'll probably only be online to do homework and participation posts. You know you'll miss me though.

The waiting is still going to be rough though. I have this really deep wish that during his vacation here that time goes slow. I want to savor his company and have a good time. I don't want it to speed away and feel as if we didn't get to do anything.

I'm glad he's mine. I still think he's going to freeze his ass off out here.... But we'll find out, won't we?

Ok.. this is my post for the day. I'm exhausted and I shouldn't be. Haven't been sleeping well, but hopefully that will change soon. Not sure why, I think it's work related stress. Oh gee, why would I be stressed about work? Bah. Not getting into that yet. Perhaps when the rage wears off.

Sweet dreams to all the people I love. You all know who you are. Or at least you should by now.

Or is it what I need?

I want work. I want to work somewhere that I can get along with my coworkers and not want to kill them. I want a job that I will enjoy and be able to apply my skills to. I want to work on the internet. I want to work with web design. I want to code fantastic websites that will not only work but be pleasing to the eye. I want to implement my desires to create intranets for companies that abuse paper-use. I want to help the environment by saving trees from companies using an intranet.

Laters.